Thursday, December 20, 2012

Joyful Christmas Season! Chosen One


Chosen One


“Look at my servant, whom I strengthen. He is my Chosen One, who pleases me.
I have put my Spirit upon Him. He will bring justice to the nations.”  Isaiah 42:1

God is the author of an awesome non-fiction. The Bible, with its intertwined stories, development of compelling characters, and all-central theme of restoration through His Son, reads like a novel.

Who is the ram in Genesis? His Chosen One.

Who is the Passover lamb in Exodus? His Chosen One.

Who is the high priest in Leviticus? His Chosen One.

Who is the city of refuge in Deuteronomy? His Chose One.

Who is the scarlet thread in Joshua? His Chosen One.

Who is our king in Judges? His Chosen One.

Who is the kinsman-redeemer in Ruth? His Chosen One.

Who is the trusted prophet in 1st and 2nd Samuel? His Chosen One.

Who is the reigning king in Kings and Chronicles? His Chosen One.

Who is the faithful scribe in Ezra? His Chosen One.

Who is rebuilder of broken things in Nehemiah? His Chosen One.

Who is the faithful one at the gate in Esther? His Chosen One.

Who is the redeemer who lives in Job? His Chosen One.

Who is shepherd in the Psalms? His Chosen One.

Who is wisdom in the Proverbs and Ecclesiastes? His Chosen One.

Who is the beautiful bridegroom in Song of Solomon? His Chosen One.

Who is the suffering servant in Isaiah? His Chosen One... Messiah... Jesus...

The thread of Jesus Christ is woven throughout each portion of God’s story. His Book is one of love, compassion, appointment, and redemption. Jesus is the book... (John 1:1-2)

Listen for His Whispers...

Monday, December 17, 2012

Joyful Christmas Season! The True Light



The True Light

The one who is The True Light, who gives light to everyone, was coming into the world.  John 1:9 (NLT)

My fingers grasped air as my eighteen-month-old granddaughter dashed from my side. She expected me to give chase through the house—a game she loves to play. 

Barreling around the living room sofa, I chanted; “I’m gonna get you. You better run!”

She bumped into the wall at the front entrance. Stranded. Dancing in place, she squealed. No place left to go. The room was dim, her hiding place dark. She stood two feet in front of me, a giggling, bouncing ball of energy and eagerness. 

That’s when I snapped a light on just above her head. The bright light burst into the space, and she was undone, revealed and loving every moment of it.

Laughter tumbled from her lips louder than before as soft baby curls swayed round her chubby cheeks. She hugged herself in hysteria, then bolted to grab hold my knees, nearly toppling me.

So it was with The True Light. Jesus annihilated the darkness and splashed the world with great and everlasting truth, enlightenment, and joy. 

When He burst on scene, the powers of darkness quaked, and angels rejoiced. The prophet Simeon extolled Him as God's salvation, the one to bring the light of revelation to all people. (Luke 2: 25-35)

Though this world can be a dark, desolate, and evil place, it's darkness is obliterated by the brightness of a Savior who emancipates and shines as bright as the noonday.


The Message Bible says: “The Life-Light was the real thing: Every person entering Life He brings into the Light."


Listen for His Whispers

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Joyful Christmas Season! God’s Unspeakable Gift





God’s Unspeakable Gift


The baby exited the womb, silent. The doctor brought the firstborn, bathed in blood, to the mother’s side. The child never breathed outside her mother’s womb. Stillborn. This baby never kicked, never flailed, never cooed, never suckled.

As the mother stared into the dim light of recovery, an all consuming weakness threaded through her limbs and body.  Her blood felt no stronger than water. A numb, incomprehensible, and desensitizing flood washed over her. Would she drown?

The longing for her child built. Yet her arms would remain empty. A need so great and a pain so sharp intensified with every jerk of suffocating breath, but only held barren promise. 

Would she have chosen this? Never. Never.

But hadn’t death decided for her? And wasn’t it final? The clock could not turn back, and nothing could change the wretched outcome. Time steadily ticked onward, leaving her behind in a wrenching, hollow hole.

But then, her shoulders pinched together, and her heart clenched like a fist as the swell of a warm embrace swept her body and eased her back into feeling alive. The breath of God whispered in her ear, that He was near. Close. Stroking her tender, wounded spirit.

Tears streamed. It was as though heaven tenderly blew damp curls from her forehead, warmed the cold ache of hurt, eased the cramping of childbirth, and suspended her in a dimension unearthly and cocooned.

What had God done?

Understanding rushed into a place far deeper than her intellect. Just what had God, the Father, freely given, but His only Son, though the pain of such an act of suffering would crush His heart?

He offered His child, His babe... as an Unspeakable Gift to all. What unfathomable love and sacrifice could bring God to do such a thing, a Father with a warrior’s devotion to protect His young and a mother’s gentle and compassionate spirit to nurture a human soul with diligent care? How?

Though it bruised and lashed and severed Him, God freely gave His child as an Unspeakable Gift. What brand of love could be so exacting and purposeful and real? The Word says it pleased God to do this for each… precious… human… one. The blood of His son a purchase for our redemption. What love...

Thanks be to God for his Unspeakable (indescribable and unutterable) Gift.
(2 Corinthians 9:15)

This is my story... I grieved the months following this. Some days I was angry. Other days,  I was depressed. But I was never without hope because God the Father was by my side, and  I could not deny His love for me. God. My greatest Sympathizer in the struggle, my greatest Encourager when I felt without hope, and my greatest Comforter when I sat lonely nights in an empty nursery, arms aching to hold my daughter. He loves You, dear ones. Listen for His whispers...

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Joyful Christmas Season! Lord of Peace



Lord of Peace


Often at Christmas time we hear Jesus referred to as the Prince of Peace, since His birth and work on the cross brought peace between God and man. But He is also called, Lord of Peace.

“Now may the Lord of Peace Himself grant you His peace (the peace of His Kingdom) at all times and in all ways [under all circumstances and conditions, whatever comes]. The Lord be with you.” (2 Thessalonians 3:16, Amplified)

What is Kingdom peace?

The Kingdom of Jesus Christ is born of the Spirit and is invisible to the naked eye. It is that place which has been redeemed and restored by the actions of Jesus Christ upon His death and resurrection. An internal place, it is one we visit by faith. And in the quietness, hear His voice.

Jesus said in Luke 17:20-21 that the Kingdom of God is not something visible. (verse 21b, Amplified) “For behold the Kingdom of God is within you [in your hearts] and among you [surrounding you].”

When Jesus restores a person by grace, He invites them to live in His new Kingdom. This is a power-filled place which allows us to live above the often harsh conditions of life on earth, a place of joy in sorrow, peace in confusion, and hope in desperation.

Heaven is a future place of promise and will be a fulfillment of Kingdom life, but we can live in the Kingdom this side of heaven, too. In a living relationship with Him who loves us.

Each year when the holidays roll around I receive my greatest pleasure from revisiting the names of Jesus. This year I share them with you along with a relevant word as a gift. Peace, love, and joy to each of you.


Listen for His whispers

Sunday, December 2, 2012

Joyful Christmas Season!


Diadem of Beauty

“In that day the LORD of Hosts will be for a crown of glory and a diadem of beauty to the remnant of His people…” (Isaiah 28:5 NKJV) 

Isaiah is a personal favorite of mine. God has used this book of the Bible to speak to me on many occasions. 

The book is full of promises. This particular verse speaks of the Lord of hosts which refers to the coming Messiah, Jesus Christ.


Jesus is our jeweled crown. He's the treasure of our hearts, precious beyond anything the world has to offer. 


He's our shepherd-leader, the one who knows our way, nurtures and protects us, guides us through all things.


He is our gleaming beauty, that part in us which is altogether lovely. 


He is our glorious king both now and in future eternity. 


Another translation calls Him a Garland of Joy (DRB). Imagine all earthly and heavenly joys woven into a wreath and nestled securely atop our Savior's head. 


That was the promise of Isaiah. And when our Lord and Savior came into the world and walked His path, bled and died, rose and seated himself next to the Father, He promised and provided that for each of us. The promise of unspeakable joys...



Each year when the holidays roll around I receive my greatest pleasure from revisiting the names of Jesus. This year I share them with you along with a relevant word as a gift. Peace, love, and joy to each of you.


Mornings in our lives are those fresh, new 
beginnings we cherish each time we 
experience God.  

Friday, November 16, 2012


Know Your Limits




Recently a friend suggested we adopt a dog for my fifteen-year-old, Caleb, when we had sadly been forced to put down his childhood dog-friend, Trevor. Don’t think for a moment the temptation wasn’t there because I love my child, but I said, “No.” A slight tug of guilt niggled about... One minute. Just what had I endured in rearing six children for a period of thirty years?

  • Six hermit crabs, and six hermit crab funerals.
  • Four turtles—big ones, small ones, green ones, speckled. Don’t kid yourself that turtles are slow. They ran from my kids.
  • Two rabbits, one which lived indoors. Do you know how often and to  what extent Lucy, the indoor rabbit, pooped?
  • Add to this list, a goldfish bowl. Three aquariums, one of which my five-year-old, Jarred, wore on his head while jagged shards of glass threatened to sever his carotid artery. Not to mention, the ten gallons of dirty-fishy water and flailing fish that landed on the carpet.
  • Three horses: Cricket, Lady, and Chess. Cricket lived in the backyard for a few weeks. What was that like? Well, aside from the balding yard, it was a little like trying to have school with children while being entertained by the circus. Never tie a horse to a swing set. Even if it’s made of iron.
  • We had a number of dogs. Sheba, an Alaskan Spitz, as a puppy favored pooping in the floor furnace (while it was radiating) and later climbed sixteen foot fences in rain storms.
  • The twin puppies Jiffy and Skippy found new homes quickly since they hadn’t been such bright ideas coupled with potty training two young sons.
  • The adopted dog, Cinnamon, Kirk renamed Lassie. Why? I haven’t a clue since she was a Weimaraner mix and not a Collie. Stubborn as the day was long that dog and the boy.
  • The Cocker Spaniel pup, Blessing, that should have been named Curse the way she chased cars, bike riders, and school buses.
  • Tucker, the Lhasa Apsos, whom someone paid two hundred dollars to own and gave to us. That should have been a no brainer.
  • And Trevor, another adoptee who should have had the Native American name rug-lies-in-a-heap-where-you-wish-to-walk.
  • Three litters of puppies. One surprise litter had to be kept in our empty in-ground pool, because we had no backyard fence.
  • Another litter, delivered by C-section at the vet clinic in the middle of the night, actually lived after the vet took each puppy from their mama’s womb and handed them to one of our eight family members. My husband, children, and I had to briskly rub each puppy with a towel to start their breathing.
  • Cats? I’ve lost count. There was the one kitten which lost her life when she darted under a moving rocker. Then there was a white cat, Sassy, that needed a mental institution after young Joshua locked her in a tool box for four one hundred degree plus days.
  • The next cat was a gray and white tabby named Seeka, and she lived with us a long while. She was perfect pet with Megan and Joanna. They daily dressed her in doll clothes and took her for spins around the yard in a baby buggy.
  • Seeka had kittens. One, we thought a boy, was named Morris until we discovered he had become with kittens. This male, orange cat was hastily renamed Morrisa and had five orange babies, then licked a laundry detergent bottle and died. The next day Seeka delivered six new tabby babies. A proud mother and grandmother, Seeka adopted her grandchildren and nursed all eleven kittens. Now that was a precious lesson.
  • Jake and Sweety, our lovely, cheerful, innocent parakeets. How much trouble could they be? They ate one of my expensive second grade ABeka readers. They were not good pets in a house with twelve foot ceilings. Try catching one of those while balancing on a seven foot ladder.
  • And, I must mention Lucious, the jack-ass. No, I cannot politely call this animal a donkey. Lucious had one speed no matter how many times you prodded him with cowboy boots. He traveled stand-still-miles-per-hour. Except for when his neck would suddenly stiffen. Then he ran like a streak of lightening, bolted to a stop like a speed racer at a red light, and hurled his rider over the pasture fence with no remorse.
           I have been known to say, I will endure for one of my children when I may not for myself. Love and laughter keep us on a steady course, and the lessons of living, adopting, and dying enrich us. But I know my limits, at least at this stage in the game. Sometimes it is okay to say, “No.”

Listen for His Whispers... Sometimes they're loud.

Friday, November 2, 2012

Remedy for Burnout: Yield, Who Brings It?




“Why do you homeschool, Mrs. McCauley?” The school principal’s gaze ignited and blazed a tunnel straight through to my mother’s heart.

A thousand replies flitted through my brain, but only one surfaced. “W-Well, because I enjoy my children.”

Her blue eyes softened to a tender gray. “Now, that’s the answer I wanted to hear. You’ve passed my test.” Her mouth spread into a warm smile, and her heels clicked away.

My children were young, and I was clueless. Days filled with nature walks and finger painting diminished and academics became harder.

 You will reach your bountiful blessing because of His faithfulness. Your land will yield the fruit of His bountiful harvest because of His grace.

How do you keep it together when all your plans for a group activity end in chaos? The older my children became the more difficult it was for me to enjoy them sometimes.

Like the day the table was covered with individual laminated charts representing numbers one through one hundred, homemade and colorful. Pennies, dimes, nickels, quarters, and fifty cent pieces were neatly piled in small groups in the center of the table. The kids and I would count, skip count, talk about money denominations, and enjoy one of those shared times when work could be done as a group.

Then it started.

A squabble. A complaint. A tattle.

Often when I’d try fun learning it would end in disaster. Frustrated, I’d call the whole exercise off and send the children to do not so fun seatwork.

I had a faithful heart to homeschool. I wanted to do it right. But at the end of the day—many days—all that was leftover were honest conversations between God and me. My energies were spent and my emotional coffers empty.

Especially when they became teens and our family faced the challenges of outside influences and poor choices. Don’t kid yourself. They will make poor choices. Some more than others. But it is the same with us all.

Many messages to homeschooling parents are aimed at teaching us to be yielded servants to our families, rather than the understanding that Jesus is the Ultimate One, who is faithful to bring the yield.

The opposite of my frustrated effort was grace. Grace. When we’re frustrated, we’re trying to make something happen on our own. Grace does not make us a debtor. Grace says the payment is paid in full. How to parent with grace? Only by total abandonment.

Many messages to homeschooling parents are aimed at teaching us to be yielded servants to our families, rather than the understanding that Jesus is the Ultimate One, who is faithful to bring the yield.

Oh, from my earliest days of homeschooling, I wanted to be faithful, but I couldn’t be faithful enough. He is. I cannot be gracious enough. He is. I cannot always hold onto my happiness, but He holds on to me.

The biggest remedy of all for burnout is to grasp the understanding that you will never be enough for your children. Oh, you want to be. Everything they say and do feels like a reflection of your own personal worth. But in reality, that isn’t true. You are imperfect and so are your children.

Ps. 85:12-13 (New Living Translating) says: “Yes, the Lord pours down his blessings. Our land will yield its bountiful harvest. Righteousness goes as a herald before Him, preparing the way for his steps.”

Allow me to encourage you. You will reach your bountiful blessing because of His faithfulness. Your land will yield the fruit of His bountiful harvest because of His grace.

Verse thirteen speaks of Jesus, the Righteous One, who will step in and save the day. He did.

And it doesn’t matter how many mistakes you make or how many your children will make. If we’ve chosen Him, He is enough.

When God Whispers

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Remedy for Burnout: Diligence Now & Blessing Later




Joanna, a five-year-old orphan and blind, was no doubt my daughter. She thrived like a watermelon seed planted in my heart and growing.

The paternal and maternal love for her was enormous, though we’d never met. God grafted her in our hearts, not unlike a pregnancy, and we anticipated her arrival.

But Joanna’s adoption story is for another time. This story is about her education. I’d never been around anyone blind. I’d never considered how they learned, let alone how to teach someone with visual impairment. How does one say—terrified?

The journey to parenting began months before our daughter came home from the Philippines. If I was going to homeschool Joanna along with her siblings, I had much to learn.

I called the state and spoke with advocates for the blind. One suggested teaching the Braille alphabet with a six cup muffin pan and ping pong balls. Another recommended a screen board. A rectangle of cardboard with door screening stretched over it and stapled down. This way, when anything was written or drawn over the screen the paper was perforated. When the paper was turned over, raised lines revealed what you wanted to show. Joanna would enjoy coloring because a simple page of any design could be converted to raised lines. Still other suggestions were about mobility. We bought a hard shell baby buggy for Joanna to push, and it became a buffer for her little body between walls and furniture.



Every time I surveyed the whole apple of Joanna’s education,
it overwhelmed me by immeasurable proportions.


Fear gripped and battled to conquer. Even as we traveled to the Dallas airport to meet our small daughter, the war raged. She cannot see. She doesn't speak English. Oh my. What are we doing?
We rehearsed our Tagalog, her native language. And, we had a cassette recording to explain simple things to our child in her own tongue. Ready or not, there we were. And, what happened at the airport?

Love conquered fear. Young Joanna captured our hearts and held us captive.

One year and four surgeries later, our English speaking, Philipino daughter was ready for kindergarten. I received word about a ministry in Plano, Texas. This ministry transcribed ABeka Christian School curriculum into Braille for sighted parents of blind children and for blind parents teaching their sighted children. The Braille, loaned by grade levels, was mailed to private schools and homeschooling parents around the country, and it just so happened the curriculum was an older version of ABeka. The print copies were no longer available. But, we owned the older versions of these books, having used them with our other children. Joanna and I had books that matched.

Joanna delighted in learning. We acquired a Brailler along with a Braille watch, slate and stylus, and other essentials for the blind from a precious Christian family whose older, blind sister had passed away. So, where to start?

When first beginning our homeschooling journey, we were told the years 
tell what the days never know. This speaks of diligence. 
Being faithful with what is small.

We dove into school that year, and I quickly discovered Joanna learned like any other child. She was a visual learner. (One whose eyes were her fingers, mind you, but visual all the same.) She delighted in learning and was quick. Often her peals of laughter were like bells tinkling through the house. Why had I been so afraid? God certainly knew me better than I knew myself, didn’t He?

There came a point in time when Joanna sailed with her Braille, and I no longer had to visually keep up. I presented, and Joanna learned. Just like any other child.

The ministry in Plano went belly-up two years later and closed its doors. I received a call asking if I’d like to house the Braille and be the lending library for other homeschool parents around the country. Living in a one hundred-year-old -house with walk-in attics had its advantages. One Abeka reader when stacked in volumes often equaled my height. There was plenty of room for the hordes of boxes. The day those books began trickling into our care was like Christmas. And for years, we served others while having every grade level we needed for Joanna. Oh, the goodness of God!

When first beginning our homeschooling journey, we were told the years tell what the days never know. This speaks of diligence. Being faithful with what is small. Every time I surveyed the whole apple of Joanna’s education, it overwhelmed me by immeasurable proportions. But being diligent to take a day at a time and to enjoy the learning process and my child paid off.

After turning eighteen, Joanna tackled the local high school where she received an honors diploma. From there, she navigated college. Joanna, a bright and lovely child, is now a married woman and mother.

But today we target diligence. God provided everything Joanna needed to succeed. One bite at a time…

How do you eat an elephant?

We are told in Colossians 2:6-7, that as we have received Christ, we should walk in Him, rooted and built up, established in faith and abounding in thanksgiving. Do we realize what this means when our efforts are discouraged, when burnout consumes us, or when quitting seems a better alternative?

Where there is a root, there's hope for a new beginning and hope for renewal. If you were once rooted, built up, and walking in faith with Christ to homeschool your children, you can be again. Having homeschooled now for more than twenty-five years, I can assure you. The big pay-offs come from day to day diligence coupled with the fact that Jesus paves the way. He’s always a step ahead, ready to love you and support your endeavors. So, dust off and begin afresh. He is new every morning.

Joanna McCauley West

When I told Joanna about this article, she was eager for you to hear her story of God's goodness. Once, she was a whisper from God in our ear;
forever, she is a blessing.

 
Listen for His Whispers...

Friday, October 19, 2012

Remedy for Burnout: Enduring for the Eternal


God is joking, right? Move away from our state and to an uncertain destiny just because of homeschooling?

We had to question what God had told us about homeschooling our children back when our oldest was five. The decision hadn’t been easy then, but God placed a knowing inside us that it was the right thing to do.

There will always be conflicting points of view and interpretations on how to best handle situations, but your commitment to that one thing you know God spoke to your heart will see you through. When burnout hits, if our motivations are built 
and based on God’s unchanging nature, we cannot fail.

Backed into a corner, we had to reconsider. Two things transpired to make us question whether we should stay in our home of twelve years. We had adopted a son who was hearing impaired. The size of a three year old, he labored through a church preschool program and private speech therapy services, but these situations held at bay decisions about public school until his adoption was finalized. The other consideration was our oldest biological son. The state we lived in required second graders to pass an exam, and this child lagged behind in reading—not that unusual for boys his age. But, there was one shot at passing the test, and he didn’t.

The law was the law. If your child had a special need in any area, then the parent was required to be certified in that field to home educate. I had to be certified in both reading specialty and hearing impairment to homeschool two of my children, and I wasn’t.

The local school district complicated matters by telling us they would not hire someone certified in hearing impairment. We went to battle. We knew our rights. Going to the highest levels to insist the schools provide for our adopted son, we worked to change minds and hearts, but it did no good. We spent so much time in war there was no time to spend with the children, especially our hearing impaired son, who had desperate needs.

Father, tell us what to do. We put the house on the market, and it didn’t sell. Is this your answer, Lord?  We could leave our home and move fifteen miles across the state line and homeschool each of our children in freedom. What a temptation! We prayed harder.

“For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.”
2 Corinthians 4: 17-18 (NKJ)

One day, my husband came home with an answer. A good steward of God’s wealth and blessing maintains his material belongings in a responsible manner. The conflict? The Bible also says, that the planet is our temporary residence, and that we should make decisions based on what is eternal rather than on what is temporary. What did we know for certain? Our two biological children and two adopted children were God given. To live an authentic example of relationship with God was our highest responsibility to them. And the biggest lesson life had taught us? God is most concerned with what will last.

Money? It comes and it goes. Places to live and things to wear? He promises to provide. Our decision was made based on enduring for what was eternal. We moved across state lines and continued to homeschool our children. I am not saying this is the right decision for everyone in our situation. I have never seen God do anything the same way twice. But, I am saying, it was the right decision for us at that moment.

There was a price. Our house never sold, and we endured hardships. Was the hardship fair? Adversity made us want to doubt our decisions. Even now, I sometimes wonder if we could have done something differently. But each time we were challenged, we counted it joy and pursued knowing Him and the fellowship of His sufferings. God never once failed us financially. He supplied materially and entrusted us with two more internationally adopted children.

“For we know that if our earthly house, this tent, (I realize this can mean our bodies) is destroyed, we have a building from God, a house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens.” 2 Corinthians 5:1(NKJ)

Throughout the years we have been faced with this one question. Would we choose what is important now or what would be important later?

Heartfelt commitments require endurance through hardship, trial, testing, and attack. Outward circumstances are never easy to decipher. There will always be conflicting points of view and interpretations on how to best handle situations, but your commitment to that one thing you know God spoke to your heart will see you through. When burnout hits, if our motivations are built and based on God’s unchanging nature, we cannot fail.

*The preceding story was created as I journeyed through burnout and explored a remedy for it. Rest is the letter R in Remedy. Exercise your faith is letter E. Meditate More is letter M. Today's post is letter E, Endure for the Eternal. Stay tuned for future blogs concerning letters D-Y.*


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